Wednesday 26 December 2007

Day after Christmas

Christmas should be about being family and sharing time together and being happy celebrating Christmas. This year, I feel very different, not excited, not content and not feeling that there was sharing of joy within the family. I am not in Liverpool this Christmas and its probably why I feel so different.

I have spent today, eating, drinking and sleep and nothing else. Its a bit boring! I cannot describe why I feel so different but I think its going to be a Christmas that I enjoyed least!

Thursday 13 December 2007

First Post!

I don't know why I want to start writing a blog/diary, but it seems like what I want to do right this moment. Sometimes I feel that I have so many things to say to someone but just don't know where to begin. So I think this post is one of many!

Today I am not in work again, I don't start work till Monday. I am feeling so useless and lazy. I am trying to do things around the house but I don't know where to start. At least I did the second load of washing and some cleaning around the kitchen. I don't know how some people can stay off work for such a long time, to me, a week is my longest time away from work. I am feeling nervous about my new job.

Christmas is just around the corner but its like I don't want to get prepared for it. There are so many things on my mind now and I am not in the festive spirit. I really want to go back to Liverpool longer rather than a few days and leave on New Year's Day. It feels awkward to drive back on a festive day. Anyhow, I think its the only way.

OK, I am tired now! Will post some more another day!